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She’s so sophisticated. Complicated for sure. Yet, you still wanna read her like a book. In this case, a very thick one. It’s gonna be hard man. But still. You feel like, this is it. You know what you want in your life. You want her to be a part of it. And not just only a chapter. If you can replace every single word written in the book with her name, you’re gonna do it. That’s exactly how you feel.

In the dark, you can barely see her waving at you. Maybe at the first glance, you might think, nah, there’s nothing extraordinary about this girl. She’s not even your type. Yeah, you know you have one. But she is. Fortunately or unfortunately, she IS your type. After talking for hours, wow, you can talk to her about everything. You’re mesmerized by her. In an unexplainable way. How strange.

The way she talks. You feel like you just can’t keep up looking at her eyes and her lips at the same time. The way she looks into your eyes. It feels like, how dare you, haha. They might ask, how is it possible to like someone just after talking less than a few hours? What about love at the first sight? What about you need no single reason to like someone? To love someone?

You feel like you wanna share with her how you spend your weekends. Get up early on Sunday morning. Pick her up. Drive her to Shah Alam for the car boot sale. At noon, you'd drive her again to Amcorp Mall. You know she’d enjoy the flea market as much as you do. And you end the day by treating her your favourite Choc A Lot at Wondermilk. Maybe a photo or two, captured by using your polaroid.

What if she’s the one?

What if there’s nothing can be done. You can't do anything about it. You’ve decided to forget every single thing about her. And yes, you’ve tried so hard. 

But. You just simply can’t.

How?

Kuala Lumpur

Saturday, 18 August, 2012, 5:06 AM